Sutra ce biti apsolutno savrseno :$ I necu dopustiti da mi nesto pokvari to :$
<3

Eh...
Proslo je stvarno dugo vremena otkad nisam pisala. Nisam imala ni volje ni vremena, pretpostavljam. Svasta se izdesavalo, naravno. Skola je zavrsila, jos devetog juna. Prosla sam sa ocekivanih 5.00, nista specijalno u tome (:
Raspust je lose poceo, bar sto se vremena tice, sve ostalo je bilo dobro, sa par izuzetaka :)



Prije svega, pocela sam ponovo da jasem zbog cega sam veoma sretna, nedostajali su mi treninzi :) Dvije sedmice sam imala treninge sa vrhunskim trenerom iz Francuske, i na kraju tih treninga bilo je Eventing takmicenje. Ovo mi je bio prvi put da ucestvujem na Eventingu, i odmah sam se zaljubila u tu disciplinu :D Ako ikoga zanima sta je to, Google it (: Sve u svemu, bilo je odlicno, osvojila sam dva druga mjesta, jedno trece i jedno peto, s tim sam veoma zadovoljna i ponosna na svoj uspjeh :)



Druga stvar, sto se tice mog nepostojeceg "ljubavnog zivota", svasta se izdesavalo sa Sexy Komsijom, i dobrog i loseg. Ne zelim ici u detalje, sve u svemu u cudnoj smo poziciji sada, ni tamo ni vamo, ni prijatelji ni nesto vise, interesantno u svakom slucaju. Takodjer je tu bio usao i jedan stari prijatelj, zakomplikovao sve, sjebao, nebitan je pa necu u detalje (: Vcrs sam bila vani, naletila sam na druga iz osnovne, ispricali smo se malo i eto tako, drago mi je bilo da ga vidim ponovo. Nakon toga, sjedila sam ispred zgrade sa drugaricom, naisao je Komsija sa nekom curom, sjebalo me to. Poslije sam ga opet srela, izveo je cuku. Poslije sam saznala da mu je to bila rodica, olaksanje :) Sve u svemu, tu se trenutno nista ne desava, tako da..



Treca stvar jeste ta da sam nasla malog macica ispred zgrade svoje, udomila sam je, bar na neko vrijeme, nadam se za stalno :$ Zove se Gioia, apsolutno je obozavam, prelijepa je.



I eto tako, raspust poceo, ne mogu da vjerujem da je vec juli, vrijeme tako brzo prolazi, a uostalom i ne cini mi se da je ljeto zbog ovog vremena. Sve vise iscekujem svoj rodjendan, tako je blizu i tako sam uzbudjena, 12-og cu proslaviti sa Janom i Arijanom, a nakon toga 13-og slavim sa Dzeni, Dinom i Arijanom. Sve u svemu, bit ce to prelijepa dva dana :$ Takodjer, dolazi mi osmog jula rodjak iz Danske, zvao me da s njim i njegovim prijateljima idem na more, nadam se da ce mi roditelji dopustiti to :)



Toliko od mene zasad, budite pozdravljeni :*

I'm feeling so down..:/
I saw him again today...my Sexy Neighbor, who else?
WHY? Why does this have to be sooo damn hard!? It's impossible to forget about him, I've tried everything...
I'm on the verge of giving up, just saying "oh, what the hell, I'll just be crazy and risk everything"..But! I'm not going to do that!



When I saw him smile..my heart stopped, I swear..
What do I do? I have to forget him, or otherwise I'm just gonna suffer, I'm just gonna hurt myself even more than I already did.



G says that maybe I can't get over him since me and him are meant to be together..I highly doubt that, he brings nothing but trouble to my life...even though I'm still in love with him...fuck that.


(so true.)

*Boy you make me holler
Boy you make me sweat and
I can't get your tenderness
Still I can't get you off my mind
What is it about you baby?

I'm still in love with you boy*

*And I... Will always love you *



But then I look on the bright side of things..I am also in love with T, and I hope we'll be together at least for a month..We're already 15 days together..argh, time is passing by so fast :/

I guess I'll just go with the flow...see how things work out..I hope they'll work out for the best :/



Tomorrow is Monday..grr, the most hated day of the week, and for a reason!!
I have an oral exam from physics tomorrow, I have no idea how I'm gonna learn everything by tomorrow morning, but I'll just give it my best shot.



I'm off to study and then sleep. I can't take this any more, I'm going crazy..
Love <3

Hellooo my little Muffins! :D
I'm getting more and more in love each day :$
He is being really nice to me, no boyfriend has ever been this nice to me, I wanna be with him for a loong timeee :$



*It's gotta be your feisty stile, raise that brow, I love it when you look at me that way ^^*



Hmm, what else?
Oh yeah, I totally screwed up my chemistry grade, like totally! Got a 3 today, and I had a 6, damn it.
Got a 6 from english, which is not thaat bad :/
Hate school :S



Tomorrow is Jana's birthday, can't waiiit!!
She's turning 16, and we got her William! She'll know what I'm talking about tomorrow :D

I miiisss Starbuckss! :/



Love you all! <3